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Brecken In his Halloween

Costume, and our new ultrasound Pictures

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Well it is October 31st already.......
The Holidays are right around the corner, hard to believe!
Tonight I am going to take Brecken Trick or Treating, His first. How I wish Josh was here to share in this with us, but he is serving his country, a hero. We will take alot of pictures, and we video taped pumpkin carving for him as well. Brecken chose to be a baby dinosaur this year ( it is actually a Dragon but he can think it is a dinosaur). He is so darn cute, and what an imagination.

I hope to post pictures a few days after Halloween so everyone can See them......again

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Truth in a poem....

MY SOUL MATE

You are my soul mate and my best friend
fulfilling with happiness as forever has no end
My heavenly angel and gods guiding light
with the love that we share in pure delight
Giving and sharing two loving hearts as one
and blessed by the lord for all he has done.

My one and only soul mate is you my dear
with all your beautiful love erasing all fear
Knowing how preciously devoted we both are
sparkling together like the twinkling evening star
So brightly shining smiles glowing upon our face
and heart prints to share our loving joy and grace.

My soul mate for a life time will always be you
with the love so treasured purely real and true
We shall never feel alone with the bond we share
as this is living proof of a perfectly true pair
In all honesty a dedicated love that few ever find
the image of you locked in my heart and mind.

Author: Debra M. Thomas

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought i'd need you there when i cry
And the days feel like years when I'am alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When your're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I've never flet this way beforeEverything that i do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When your're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We are made for each other
Out here forever
I know were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When your're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

Don't Take Things for Granted!!!

One doesn't realize how lucky they are until that one thing has been removed for awhile to make you realize what you have.
Since Josh has left I truly realized how much we are meant for each other... ...true SoulMates.
It is hard, it has only been two weeks since he has left but seems like forever. He is my rock and never realized how he helped me get through each day. Not only by strength but help, love, inspiration, I could go on and on. This has already made us stronger.
This past year has been tougher on us with Brecken growing up and things in our lives changing so rapidly, I believe we took each other for granted, or at least I feel as if I took him for granted sometimes. (For that Joshua I apologize with all my heart).

You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,now
I’ll never be lonely,look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this

Some Heart Touching Quotes I enjoy reading

The decision to have a child is to accept that your heart will forever walk about outside your body.

Our family is a circle of strength and love, with every birth and every union, the circle will grow, every joy shared adds more love, every crisis faced together, makes the circle stronger.

My precious little baby I have loved you from the start You are a tiny miracle Laying closely to my heart Each day I feel your presence Each day you heart beats softly As only I could know So I’ll keep this in a special place And remember each year through Of this very special time in my life The moment I carried you.

Our family is a circle of strength and love.

I begin to love this creature, and to anticipate her birth as a fresh twist to a knot, which I do not wish to untie.


"You don't raise heroes, you raise sons. If you treat them like sons, they'll turn out to be heroes, even if it's just in your own eyes." (For my little Brecken)

My Son Watching you grow has been the delight of my life. I look at you and wonder what dreams you will dream, what mountains you will climb, what joys you will have. I know there will be tears and struggles as well, but my prayer is that you will grow into the man you are meant to be.

Family - a word that has so much meaning to me I can't describe it - only feel it.

Roller Coaster Ride

What a roller coaster our life has been since I wrote last. Well is started out, and still trudging along...the people who bought our old house are trying to get us to pay for everything that has gone wrong with it since they bought it. Everyone tells us nothing can come of it, we are covered but let me tell you it still worries me especially since the second loop to the roller coaster happened........Josh is headed for Iraq.........yes I still can't believe it.....I have been dealing with this since the end of August and even now as I write this I start to cry.......
I wonder every minute how can I do this by myself for over four months without the one person that helps make me so strong. Brecken, little Brecken what will go through his head? Will he understand why his Daddy is gone. I hurts so bad to know I won't have him by my side for over four months. Then roller coaster loop number three..........I AM PREGNANT.............WOW what a shocker and finally a very happy turn. Josh and I are thoroughly happy. I am a little bummed I will be going the journey alone for the first 6 months but at least he will be here for the most important part! THEY SAY THINGS COME IN THREES AND I BELIEVE IT!!! !!!

Our life I am sure will continue to remain hectic a long ways passed all this but we all have each other and it can only make us stronger!