The decision to have a child is to accept that your heart will forever walk about outside your body.
Our family is a circle of strength and love, with every birth and every union, the circle will grow, every joy shared adds more love, every crisis faced together, makes the circle stronger.
My precious little baby I have loved you from the start You are a tiny miracle Laying closely to my heart Each day I feel your presence Each day you heart beats softly As only I could know So I’ll keep this in a special place And remember each year through Of this very special time in my life The moment I carried you.
Our family is a circle of strength and love.
I begin to love this creature, and to anticipate her birth as a fresh twist to a knot, which I do not wish to untie.
"You don't raise heroes, you raise sons. If you treat them like sons, they'll turn out to be heroes, even if it's just in your own eyes." (For my little Brecken)
My Son Watching you grow has been the delight of my life. I look at you and wonder what dreams you will dream, what mountains you will climb, what joys you will have. I know there will be tears and struggles as well, but my prayer is that you will grow into the man you are meant to be.
Family - a word that has so much meaning to me I can't describe it - only feel it.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Roller Coaster Ride
What a roller coaster our life has been since I wrote last. Well is started out, and still trudging along...the people who bought our old house are trying to get us to pay for everything that has gone wrong with it since they bought it. Everyone tells us nothing can come of it, we are covered but let me tell you it still worries me especially since the second loop to the roller coaster happened........Josh is headed for Iraq.........yes I still can't believe it.....I have been dealing with this since the end of August and even now as I write this I start to cry.......
I wonder every minute how can I do this by myself for over four months without the one person that helps make me so strong. Brecken, little Brecken what will go through his head? Will he understand why his Daddy is gone. I hurts so bad to know I won't have him by my side for over four months. Then roller coaster loop number three..........I AM PREGNANT.............WOW what a shocker and finally a very happy turn. Josh and I are thoroughly happy. I am a little bummed I will be going the journey alone for the first 6 months but at least he will be here for the most important part! THEY SAY THINGS COME IN THREES AND I BELIEVE IT!!! !!!
Our life I am sure will continue to remain hectic a long ways passed all this but we all have each other and it can only make us stronger!
I wonder every minute how can I do this by myself for over four months without the one person that helps make me so strong. Brecken, little Brecken what will go through his head? Will he understand why his Daddy is gone. I hurts so bad to know I won't have him by my side for over four months. Then roller coaster loop number three..........I AM PREGNANT.............WOW what a shocker and finally a very happy turn. Josh and I are thoroughly happy. I am a little bummed I will be going the journey alone for the first 6 months but at least he will be here for the most important part! THEY SAY THINGS COME IN THREES AND I BELIEVE IT!!! !!!
Our life I am sure will continue to remain hectic a long ways passed all this but we all have each other and it can only make us stronger!
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