Update!

Well Christmas is right around the corner and this year it is going to be pretty uneventful. It is really hard to get in the Christmas Spirit without my other half here, but little Brecken sure helps. He is so excited for Christmas, leaving Santa cookies, talks about what Santa is going to bring him, and LOVES listening and singing Christmas Music(as he calls it). What a doll if it wasn't for him I think this Christmas would be really tough. I can't wait to see his little eyes light up with all that joy. Have to get the video camera out so I can send a DVD to Josh.
On the other hand we had another Dr. appt. yesterday and everything is going well. I have another ultrasound in 3 weeks, and can't wait I love watching our little miracle. To my surprise I have only gained 10 lbs in 20 weeks (which is GREAT!). I can't wait for Josh to get home so he can feel her move, it is the most amazing feeling ever!!! Brecken tries to feel her too, and i think he did last night but i am not sure, he is so excited to be a big brother. What an amazing one he will be too!

I have added a countdown to my page to help me count down the days until Josh gets home. WE ARE ON THE DOWNWARD SLIDE :)

It's A Girl

We are so happy to find out we are having a little girl. We already have her name picked out... ... ...Kaitlyn Sophia Maree Wendell~

~Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get... ...
It is what you are expected to give... ...Which is everything~

Pictures

Brecken In his Halloween

Costume, and our new ultrasound Pictures

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Well it is October 31st already.......
The Holidays are right around the corner, hard to believe!
Tonight I am going to take Brecken Trick or Treating, His first. How I wish Josh was here to share in this with us, but he is serving his country, a hero. We will take alot of pictures, and we video taped pumpkin carving for him as well. Brecken chose to be a baby dinosaur this year ( it is actually a Dragon but he can think it is a dinosaur). He is so darn cute, and what an imagination.

I hope to post pictures a few days after Halloween so everyone can See them......again

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Truth in a poem....

MY SOUL MATE

You are my soul mate and my best friend
fulfilling with happiness as forever has no end
My heavenly angel and gods guiding light
with the love that we share in pure delight
Giving and sharing two loving hearts as one
and blessed by the lord for all he has done.

My one and only soul mate is you my dear
with all your beautiful love erasing all fear
Knowing how preciously devoted we both are
sparkling together like the twinkling evening star
So brightly shining smiles glowing upon our face
and heart prints to share our loving joy and grace.

My soul mate for a life time will always be you
with the love so treasured purely real and true
We shall never feel alone with the bond we share
as this is living proof of a perfectly true pair
In all honesty a dedicated love that few ever find
the image of you locked in my heart and mind.

Author: Debra M. Thomas

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought i'd need you there when i cry
And the days feel like years when I'am alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When your're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I've never flet this way beforeEverything that i do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When your're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We are made for each other
Out here forever
I know were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When your're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you